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It's been a while, hasn't it. Well, life has been pretty busy even though I'm actually on a long break from uni. This is what you get when you procrastinate, I'm telling you. There were so many things I pushed back before I went overseas earlier this year. So now I have to finish all those stuff before I have to return overseas again next year. *sigh*

This time I'd like to introduce you to another good singer that I grew fond of lately: Park Bom. She's a part of 2NE1, which is another awesome girl group (and might be the only girl group that I'll ever approve of). This is her solo piece called 'You And I'.





Isn't this song just lovely? It has both the elements of giddiness and sadness, which I like. It feels fresh, and I just love her voice. There aren't many people with that voice who can pull it of in a song like this. I wish she could make more solo pieces and produce her own solo album, just like TaeYang.

Speaking of albums, I just received the news that TVXQ's new album will be released on the 5th of January. Well, I just can't feel the excitement at all. It's not that I don't believe in them as much anymore, but it will never be the same without all five of them. I know Yunho and Changmin will be able to pull this off their own way, and they'll be able to make us proud. But Yunho and Changmin aren't TVXQ, JYJ isn't TVXQ. TVXQ only exists when the five of them are together. Otherwise, who would be able to sing Bolero or Love In The Ice as beautifully anymore? I bet even Shinee can't sing it as good as TVXQ did, even being the same five membered group that they are...

Just look at the photo teaser, SM is just being ridiculous!!


I understand that these people enjoy being the entrepreneur of culture and style. And in a few month's time, this new make-up style will be a hit and smoking hot-stuff! But if you think about it right now, it's just ridiculous. I thought JYJ's heavy eye-line for The Beginning was already too heavy. But this? This is like flipping our minds into believing that right is wrong and wrong is right! I'm being honest, and I don't really like this new style... But I will still love Changmin and Yunho for who they are, and I will still admire them for their hardwork, so I will keep on supporting them.

And would you like me to tell you about something else? Have you heard of SM The Ballad? Ok, first I have to be honest that I like the song 'Miss You'. And maybe a couple more songs from them. But I still have to say this. SM should stop trying to find a replacement for TVXQ, because there won't be any. Sure the four boys can take those high notes, but singing isn't just about getting to the notes. And what's with using Kyuhyun and Jonghyun? What are they expecting from fans and netizens? To forget about TVXQ and move on? Hell no! Until the day they'll be able to find another five boys that are as good as Yunho, Changmin, Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu put together, they will never be able to replace TVXQ in any of our hearts. Period.

And as a side note, 'Miss You' has a pretty good composition. But there wasn't any spark that could get me to listen to it for thousands and thousands of times when SM The Ballad sang it. I don't think I'll even remember it after 30 days. Unlike Love in The Ice and Doushite, just to name a few. I'm not bashing, dears. I'm just stating an opinion. A factual one at that. haha~

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:D Full marks for my finance quiz yet again! I did it while listening to Tohoshinki's 2nd LIVE TOUR 2007 'Five In The Black' and Tohoshinki's 'Video Clip Collection -THE ONE-' DVDs on TV. hehe~ While watching Micky Yoochun shed tears during the double encore, I submitted the quiz and voila! Ahhhh... I'm good at multi-tasking, aren't I? LOL!

But seriously... I miss watching TVXQ's LIVE performance as five, seeing them fooling around on stage and showing off their talents and handsome figures. And my favourite concert DVD is not with me. Oh, baby I miss you~~

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So far, I'm missing two of the concerts that I've been dreaming most to go to... As I've said in my previous post, one of them is JYJ's World Tour Showcase. Seriously, I'm dreading the online community just because of this at the moment. You have no idea how jealous I'm becoming each time I saw a comment from my fellow Malaysian if ever they mention about going to the showcase. I'm from Malaysia! I'm supposed to be able to go! If only I'm not studying abroad... :( And what saddens me more is the fact that Australia is not included in the world tour list when there's so many stops in the US. It's not fair!

I swear, if the survey to make them come to Australia succeeds, I'm going to ask to postpone my flight back to Malaysia!! It's not every year that they'll come to meet fans like this...

The other event that I'm missing is Maher Zain's live concert in Shah Alam!!!! ARGHHHH!! I know I've met him before in Sounds of Light here in Brisbane. But God, this one is HIS OWN concert! Just imagine how much song he will sing!

But well... What can I do... -___- Open youtube and watch available fancams je lahhh~

Like these ones:

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I'm having a very special feeling after watching this video. I think it might just turn into another fanfic. :D

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With all my heart~ I don't know why and I don't know how. But the lonely feeling suddenly came and all I can think about are the times that I had with TVXQ, the times when I was crazily browsing for even a glimpse of news about them, especially in dbsknights... and the times when I was crazily buying all their stuff just to have a portion of them to be very close to me.

So I went on youtube (after the longest time) and browsed through. Hey, I was actually trying to find some videos to include into my Marketing Presentation okayyyy~ Only after I finished, I searched randomly for TVXQ videos. Oh darn... I came across a few of their variety shows, especially the ones that I haven't watched before~ It's like turning back time. And I can feel all the burden of my uni life being lifted up slowly as I laughed at the adorkable jokes the boys sincerely made out of their purest hearts~ :D I miss them. Enough said...

Then I came across this video...





I know I've fell in love with this song very deep before. And after some time, new songs came out and the Japanese media was focusing on Stand By U, I started to forget the feel that this song had given me. When I listened to it again now, oh how the tears fought hard not to drop. I've listened to BOLERO so many times in my MP3 everyday, yet when I watch them singing it LIVE again, I just can't control my emotions anymore. It is such a beautiful song, and I don't know a better way to describe it for fear that I will ruin the impression if I didn't choose the right enough words...

So, I kind of have a reason why I choose this particular performance among all their other BOLERO performances. Their vocals are extremely superb in here (and also during the TSC concert). You must've realised that they had a hard time singing BOLERO LIVE at first due to the 6-beat and also the extremely high notes. But they managed to get everything back in place after a few more practises, and I can't be more proud.

And I have a request... does anyone have a direct download link to this performance? I'm searching for the very very very HQ version. I don't care how big the file size is, but it has to be avi and of High Quality. If anyone has it, please share it with me~~ *pretty plsssss*

And and... I've posted the link to this other video in facebook. I want to share it here too. Because it's one of the reasons I feel so touched listening to this song until tears started to fill the brim of my eyes. I don't know about you guys, but I really admire this special piece...



That's it. I think I feel better now. I just needed a pinch of tvxq-ness back in my life, after starting to loose it bit by bit due to being too busy with school work. I hope they'll come back soon. Always Keep The Faith!

p/s: I think I can hear people playing fireworks in a distance. I wonder for what occasion? Tomorrow is only Labour's Day~

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Soon my blog will be full of tags instead of entries of my life~ =.= LOL! Anyways, whatever... I'm in the mood to expose myself now. And I'm sort of taking a break from reading the freaking LAWS textbook.


The Rules:
Using only song names from one artist, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat the song title. You can choose whichever song title that suits the answer - or you can choose to put your iTunes on shuffle mode to choose the answer for you.




+ Pick Your Artist +
TVXQ since my MP3 has only their songs...

+ Are you male or female? +
Nobody Knows

+ Describe yourself +
Secret Game

+ How do you feel about yourself +
Sky

+ Describe where you currently live +
Rising Sun

+ If you could be anywhere, where would you be +
Bolero

+ Your favourite form of transportation +
The Way U Are

+ Your best friend is +
Hug

+ Your favourite color is +
Kiss The Baby Sky

+ What's the weather like +
TAXI

+ Favourite time of the day +
9095

+ If your life was a TV show, what would it be called +
Break Out!

+ What is life to you +
Begin

+ What is the best advice you have to give +
Thanks To

+ If you could change your name ,what would it be +
You're My Miracle

+ Your favourite food is +
Love in The Ice

+ Thought for the Day +
Hello Again

+ 3 person you gonna tag next +
O 'Jung' 'Ban' and 'Hab'



Kekeke... And just for the record, I did not put my playlist in shuffle. I purely chose these songs because it answers the question perfectly. Look underneath the surface, listen to the songs, the feel and the impression it leaves, that is what I'm trying to let you know~ =)

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I know I saw jija tagged me for many other tags but I'm sorry that I can't do them (yet). I hope I can find the time to do it later. Right now I will just do some easy ones that do not require much time of thinking~ XD


1. What are you listening to right now?
Um, my MP3 battery just died actually. But I was listening to LOVE IN THE ICE. ^_^

2. Who do you like best in TVXQ?
Don't you know that already? XD 

3. What were you listening to yesterday?
LAWS lecture on my MP3~ =.= It's called our Lectopia.

4. Who do you think is the hottest?
Jae-- CHANGMIN of course~>.< [Changmin: yeah you better not change your mind. Or I'm leaving.]

5. Why do you think so?
Just because~ ^_^ [Changmin: *stupid grin*]

6. Last TVXQ picture you looked at?
Hmmm, The Secret Code photoshoot I think.

7. Who's your best couple?
JAEMIN of course~

8. Soul Mate or Soul Fighter?
Already answered.

9. XiMin or Minsu?
Aren't both the same? =.=

10. Maze or Rainy Night?
Rainy Night? [Jaejoong please don't kill me... >.<]

11. Runaway or Close to you?
Hmm... tough question. When was the last time I listened to these? o.O

12. Micky or Hero?
Kim Jaejoong.

13. JaeMin or JoongShim?
Umm, both are fine. Since it's Shim Changmin and Kim Jaejoong anyways...

14. CheckMate or XiahTic?
I'll go for.... UMMMMMM.... CheckXiah? Or how about MateTic? XD

15. Picture of you or Asu wa kuru kara?
Arghh you're killing me. BOTH!

16.Hero or Xiah?
Kim Jaejoong~ ^_^

17.Xiah or Micky?
Park Yoochun? =)


As of now:

18. Wallpaper on your mobile phone?
TVXQ The Secret Code group photo I just changed that to Best Album's poster.

19.Wallpaper on your computer/lappie ?
Changmin's HUGE airport pic

20. Song you have attempted to sing?
ALL TVXQ songs

21.Song you have attempted to dance to?
Summer Dream~ =)

22. Song which dance move you perfected?
Purple Line~~ I lied. I only keyed the wave that Jaejoong made at the beginning of Purple Line. =P


How would you describe the situation using only TVXQ songs

23. Irritated?
Dangerous Mind

24. You have a date with your soul mate and you are the happiest person on earth?
Kiss The Baby Sky~

25. Feel really horny?
9095

26. Your soulmate tells you something so sweet it gives you goosebumps.(I mean in a good way)  
Heart, Mind and Soul

27. You put everything into the things you do. (eg. study)
Rising Sun


I'll return to the last few questions later. The library is already closing~ So I'd better go.
Gosh I'm hungry... =.=''

Already updated. Hehe, actually tags are done to expose yourself, you know? The way you answered all the questions and the things you picked as your answer, it tells a LOT about you. So, feel free to guess my personality based on my answers~ ;P

CHEERS!! =)

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I'm warning you. I'm a bit emotional at the moment. No, I haven't been listening to 'With All My Heart', but I just re-watched MAMA on 8TV, went to soompi's DBSK thread and listened to TOKI WO TOMETE!  

don't cry DON'T CRY!

First of all, watching MAMA on Malaysian television does made me feel different. I thought it won't affect me, seeing them on TV. Because it's definitely not the first time I watched the scene of JaeChunSu on stage receiving the Best Asia Star Award. Hell, I replayed it a thousand times on youtube during 2009! I do feel touched, but no tears fell back then. Well, maybe I'm a bit of an ignorant person. But now, gosh...

Seeing the show right from 2NE1's performance, their award introduction by 2NE1 and who-the-hell-was-the-guys, and watching the short video of all other popular Korean stars like Rain, BaeYongJun, ParkTaeHwan etc... The award is TOTALLY unexpected! And of course, the feelings of depression due to the lawsuit came back all in one go. It has been a few months since the court released the first half of the court's diction, and things are starting to get quiet. Furthermore, with Break Out single topping charts again, and the Best Album's release is tomorrow, TVXQ has managed to soothe our hearts. Because all these meant that they're still alive and waiting, just like us! With all these overwhelming feelings of happiness and excitement, once the lawsuit came into mind again, and the scene of Jae breaking down on stage, I just can't explain the feeling. Everything is... melancholy...

Keeping that feeling stored in my mind for quite a while, I went on Soompi, suddenly being curious of what those kids were up to this time of day. And darn! Why do I always came in at all the wrong timings! Shit shit shit!

They were REMINISCING the times of their fandom. They were sharing their bittersweet memories from the beginning until now. From the moment they learned about TVXQ, no matter how long/short it was, up until this day where TVXQ's Best Album is already on sale all over Japan! Trust me, you wouldn't want to read them all. All that was playing inside my head was Me too! I felt that! Same here! and many others as I went on reading one of the longest essay a soompi member wrote. And the feeling I had inside my chest worsen. They managed to emphasize how great TVXQ is in their hearts. No matter how good the other Korean Idol Groups are, TVXQ is at a completely different level that can't be reached by others. They're simply THE ONE AND ONLY. And I just had to agree.

OH GOD HOW I MISS THOSE GOOD TIMES...

Then, someone extended the link to THIS:

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This is simply cute and hilarious! I mean, the dance and the song fits amazingly nicely! Just that their lip-sync is TOTALLY out of place. XD But yeah, seeing the so-called manly dance of Survivor being accompanied by 'Tell Me' of Wonder Girls...... o.O The world has totally fallen upside down! >.< Save my Changmin!!!!

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I'm feeling a bit weird inside at the moment. I just received a reply from my super senior and it was just, OH! it was better if she didn't reply AT ALL! Anyways, I decided to do this to distract myself... Thanks to jija for the idea. Love you my dongsaeng~ ^_^

Yes, I've seen this somewhere before, a long time ago and did not decide to play along. But now, I think like it's the best game to play! XD Care to join me? Here are the rules! (All games have rules, duhh...)

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the 'Next' button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from. (I'm tagging everyone who's reading and since I get this from jija, I wonder if she would want to try this again~ XD)

AND NOW, START!!



IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
– Kotoba ni Dekinai - TVXQ

Wait, what does Kotoba ni Dekinai means again? Why would I answer an English question in Japanese? And with some words I don't know the meaning of! o.O yeah maybe next time people ask me 'Dah makan belum?' I'll answer 'Bambayyaaaaaaa~' XP


WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
–Mirotic - TVXQ

I'm Mirotic? I'm under a spell? Jumun-tic = Spell-tic = Spastik? Or... I'm a witch! Gosh... Maybe I'll meet Harry Potter soon... ^_^


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
– Rainy Night - Xiah Junsu

Yeah... Lucky guess, huhh? You better not be stalking me next! Hmm if only it would actually rain tonight. I'm sweating like a pig!


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
– One - TVXQ

Always No.1? 8D But the song wasn't meant like that. Or should we just take the literal meaning of the song titles? Aish, seems like the rule of this game is having loopholes... I'll just assume it literally then. =)
 

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
– TAXI - TVXQ

Drive a TAXI? o.O OMGSUN NUUUUUUUU!~ Out of all the education I received... *sigh* My parents would be very disappointed in me. =.= And not to forget that I might never get a husband in that TAXI... And I don't want to be riding a TAXI to work all my life either! I want my Porsche Carrerra GT! Changmin!!!


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
–Luka Seribu Rindu - Photograph

Luka=Cut. Seribu=Thousand. Rindu=Miss. Cut a Thousand Miss? LOL! Read it again and I'll be cutting young girls into pieces! No wonder my friends all got cut. XD Not that I mean it literally. Maybe this means that my friends consider me as a bittersweet memory. Awwwww~ Play Beethoven for me now!


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
– Are you a Good Girl? - TVXQ

Yes! I always think about this in my dreams! XD Nahhh... I do think about this quite often (omo! is this thing nearly accurate?) Coz this is the way how I will find my flaws and GROW UP!


WHAT IS 2+2?
– Hey! Girl - TVXQ

Agree with jija. All those Add Maths lessons of algebra and calculus are worthless. Let's just get back to the boring literature...


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
– Get Me Some - TVXQ

OMO! I'm not a pervert! >.< (That is if I take the lyrics of the song as the elaboration...) Hmm... So then, what could this one mean... Get me some.....? Hmmmmm....... *clueless until the days of tomorrow* HOPELESS


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
– Utusan Rindu - Spin

Missing the one I like? Of course I miss my dear Changmin! All the time!! You miss me too don't you? *pokes Changmin* Why would I? *pouts* But I'm your baby. You're supposed to miss me ALL THE TIME! *longest pout* Why would I miss the one I'm with every single minute of every single day? I have better things to do... *weird* HUMMPHHH!! *leaves the room*



WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
– Hajat - Haida

Okay I'm back. XP Yeah... My life story is all about expectations. ^_^ Wait, Hajat is supposed to mean Wishes. Wishes is different from expectation. Aish nukkie, don't tell me you suck at English too~ >.< 



WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
– Again & Again - 2PM

I'd rather take '2PM' as my answer. Yes! I wanna be like 2PM... At least in some good senses that they represent~ XD Minus the craziness overload since I have too much already, and add more of the HAWTness of Taecyeon+Nichkhun+Jaebeom+Wooyoung+Junsu+Junho+Chansung! 8D *absorbing the hotness overload* Hehe... 


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
–Only You - 2PM

OMO That is so sweet! They're missing me already... *touched* Don't worry guys! I'll let you visit me in heaven. Keep on worshiping meh! XD Roger n out!!


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
–Begin - TVXQ

Slow piano song! Oh yeah~ Some public 'alone time' wif my hubby... *sluuurrrp* I wonder if I should grab his butt under that tux while I'm at it~ XD Just kidding! Aish I'm a malay girl for God's sake. No dance and no tux! Question is completely irrelevant!


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
– Take Your Hands - TVXQ

Ok, first of all it is forbidden to touch the hands of the opposite gender, only under certain circumstances. So I'll consider that this question is for a girl. Yes, if I like the girl AS A FRIEND, I'll help and stay by their side all the way. Ain't I such a nice person? ^_^


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
– Niga Mibda - 2PM

My hobby is totally NOT hating people! This is a conspiracy! I want my money back!!!


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
– Picture of You (You’re My Melody) - TVXQ

Mama, I'm not hiding any guy pictures under my bed. Trust me!! And certainly not naked ones! XD And to everyone else, I'm hiding all my Changmin 'special' pictures away from u guys so don't break into my house and try to find it coz you never will! (LOL! Like I have any...)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
–Flower Lady - TVXQ

Oh yes. I appreciate all my friends. And my feelings for you guys is always as sweet and as fresh as the song itself~ ^_^ So you better love me back! (Loving this game by the minute... hehe)


WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
– Love After Love - TVXQ

Hmm... Agree. =.= Love after Love after Love and nothing ever stays. That just sucks and you might die as an old maid. Imagine how lonely it could be... But that's not worst enough for me~ XD



WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
–Wrong Number - TVXQ

I DON'T cry when I get a Wrong Number! Duhh... But I DO cry if the one who called was Changmin. Ultimate happiness!! *seeing sparkling stars of hope*


WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
–Last Angel Tohoshinki Version - TVXQ

Why would I laugh at an angel? And if it has the face of any Tohoshinki members? Gosh that'll be the best day of my life if I met one! However I did laugh when watching the PV for this song~ XD I can't remember why...


WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
–Hanya Satu Persinggahan - Rahmat

Which stop? Did i regret anything? Hmm, maybe not being able to be in two places at once... *A Walk To Remember* oh I wish Landon Carter was here! XD



HOW WILL YOU DIE?
–Wasurenaide – TVXQ

Oh... I will die not forgetting anything... How sad does that sound? I'm going away from all the people that I hate and yet I still have to die remembering every single memory of it? I don't want!! >.< 


WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
– Purple Line - TVXQ

What does a line has anything to do with my life's relationships? o.O Better check the translation of the song again to understand~ =.=


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
–Lovin’ You - TVXQ

Awwwhhh.... I love you guys too! HUGSS!!!! (Totally ignoring the story line of Lovin' You's PV~)


DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
– Amigo - Shinee

A friend? Of course my friends like me! If not they wouldn't be my friends! Right? Or are you being a friend to get something else from me? o.O My love???? Yikes!!



WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
–Bolero – TVXQ

Gosh, I'm darn scared of Junsu's high notes (and Changmin's and Jaejoong's and Yunho's and Yoochun's too!). I'm just worried that any one of his veins might break soon! LOL! But nope, Bolero is just another awesome song... Nothing to be scared about...


IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
–Permata Untuk Isteriku - Kopratasa

Darn this question. Why would I marry another woman? I'm not a lessy! >.<


WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
–‘O’ Jung Ban Hab - TVXQ

Haha yup! Then I'll be clearing my desk and go search for another job. =.=' The charge is for appearing as a crazy employee...



WHAT WOULD THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE SAY TO YOU?
–Love in The Ice - TVXQ

Love In The Ice. Think positive of negative? Positive: Will last for eternity if frozen and thrown to The North Pole. Negative: It will melt and disappear if it stays in Malaysia! And I certainly don't have any previous loves to be so heart-broken about! So please speak the simple English and say what you mean! >.<


WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO YOUR WORST ENEMY-TURN-FRIEND?
–Secret Game - TVXQ

I'd say; 'Expect the unexpected'.... Jeng Jeng Jeeeng!!! XD 


WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
–Gee - SNSD

Hahh!! Certainly WON'T!! XD



Ahhh i feel so much better now...  Can't remember what I was mad about because I was so busy going mad with doing the replies over here~ XD Sorry for the randomness and the RANDOMNESS! hahaahh!!

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Yeah it breaks one's heart to watch it. But this is what it is... My tears dropped at the very end, giving me chances to watch the beautiful view all five of them on the same stage~ Always Keep The Faith!

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Hmm, I'm not exactly sure if my decision to re-start stalking soompi was a good decision. Oh yes, the news and the comments you can read from there might be hotter than the fire from your stove. But it hunts you down to the deepest parts of your skin. I'm telling you, if you do not wish to turn out a super hard-core fan of somebody, never enter this place. Either you'll get dizzy, or your insides just starts to heat up for numerous reasons!

So now we proceed to the point. You remember when allkpop released the news about JaeChunSu attending MAMA? Seriously I thought that was a joke, since not all allkpop news can be trusted. You know what I mean, right? (What the hell, all their news were tagged 'Rumours' when posted in other sites!) But yeah, JaeChunSu did attend that MAMA thing after all and they even won an award for God's sake. I don't know how to convey my feelings on this.. but.. an award!!! I thought, since they haven't been active in Korea at all since July, the chances of my own eyes seeing them receive some award on stage in 2009 was totally impossible. But look at them! THE BEST ASIA STAR! It's like a Daesang award or something! Or even better than that!!! I was shocked, happy, sad, and excited for all the possible reasons!

And that's when the more rough comments comes into view. I don't mean it in a bad way. All comments on soompi are a bit scary to me. That's why I never leave one eversince I registered~ XD

SM did not approve them being TVXQ representative. =.=

I won't quote anybody else's comments, neither will I speak about this in particular. This is not a problem of the award. This.. is the problem.. of this f*cking *sshole agency. There you go, I cursed out of my will. Until this day, I still cant figure out what's wrong with that stupid brain of SM. I think neither of us can. A lot of question raised in my head just now so I think I'm gonna answer my own questions here.

1. What is SM thinking?
Right, first of all, of course all they can think about is money. It's business, it's only natural that businessmen craves money and supernormal profit. And for SM, TVXQ brings them a whole LOT more than supernormal profit. I think they can live without other artists as long as TVXQ stays with them. So it's also only natural that SM will think of tricky things to achieve this goal. Seriously, all businessmen do that. Bring clients to dinner, sweet talk, give special/expensive/limited edition gifts etc to make them happy and keep the money going in~ and when things starts to get bad for their company, they use their partners to destroy the marketing of that rival, they can use black market, degrade the value of the rival's shares, say bad things about them so that consumers won't want to buy their products. All that for one purpose: to grab all the profits for themselves. Well, they can do whatever they want to make TVXQ stay with them (in order for them to grab those profits). But they just had to do it the right way. Or are they doing this for a completely different reason?

2. Why are they uploading official videos on youtube all of a sudden?
Hmmm, I had thought that this might be an action of reconciliation of some sort. To show related parties that this will be how far they will go but they will surely not stop until the three members surrender. Fine. But after the article about SM did not approve of the three representing TVXQ, that's done it. I think I will never put anything good beside SM anymore. Never shall there be any reconciliation nor will there be any good thing coming from those ugly, bad breathed mouth. So that leaves me with one still-unanswered question. But just a wild guess, I think SM is trying to gain the fans' trust back (or is that what they might call it?), because most of the fans of TVXQ are also fans of other SM artists. And fans of other SM artists are also watching SM's actions closely and compare this situation if it might happen to their idol. So if SM keep on boycotting the boys on youtube like that, they might continue losing these precious people who are the source of SM's pocket money. It's a good reason to hate SM (for non-TVXQ fans) when the agency does not credit their own artist at all, and all this over the fuss of an unequal pay? For the love of God.. it's not that the pay is not enough. SM weren't even paying them at all since February! And why haven't SM say anything to deny this?

3. The CreBeau issue
Aishh, I still think this is the lousiest distraction a businessmam can ever think of. Earlier this year, when they were having their day offs, we can still remember the news of them going to China to sign some sort of contract with CreBeau. I can still remember that the article mentioned that these members will act as one of the Board Directors for the company. I didn't pay much attention to it then because I never expected this to happen now, but yeah, that's what they say. It wasn't official though. You know how reporters/fans can be when they're spreading some news. They get over-excited over a few sentence and misinterprate it all-together. So I will not say that the members actually being one of the Board Directors is a solid truth from back then. And so when time passed and the lawsuit began, yeah, SM blamed Crebeau for it. And JaeChunSu denied it, and Crebeau threatened to reveal the truth if SM does not apologise, blah blah blahhh (you know the story). At this point, everyone goes 'DIE SM', 'SM GO TO HELL', TAKE THAT YOU BASTARD SM!' etc etc~ We were all happy to see that a huge party like CreBeau are also blaming SM for everything. Our circle has just expanded! But now, when the news on CreBeau sueing JaeChunSu was released.. *sigh* has the world turn around in half a second? Where did all that strength go? One minute they were saying SM were to blame for their loss and the next they are sueing JaeChunSu to compensate for their loss. What the hell? Well, only one thing crossed my mind. SM must be behind this. They must've contacted CreBeau and instructed them to do it, and in return, who knows what SM is giving them, or HOW MUCH.. Another SM's dirty plan.

4. The Shenzhen Concert cancellation
This was the worst of the worst news a Cassie can ever receive. I even had a dream of going to this concert and how I was dead jealous when people announced that they are attending this concert. It was, after all, what was told to be the last stop for the Mirotic Tour. The next tour might be AGES from now if the lawsuit doesn't end soon, and Malaysia might not be on the lists again! >.< And I was so proud to believe that TVXQ is the only artist that has successfully conquered various stages on the Asian Land. And they shall continue making us proud and keep performing on stage and make more money for themselves, for their own hardwork. Besides, it's the only formal platform for international fans to show their love and never-ending support for TVXQ. And BHAM! it got cancelled. And to think that it was on the very last minute, when all the tickets (concert tickets, flight tickets), hotels, visas were already settled.. Just think how much those costs. And even a first class of everything will not be the nearest equal to the loss of not being able to see TVXQ on stage as five again. I bet those Shenzhen supporter had prepared much much more than those Miduhyo banners. And the boys might never see it..
So enough on the fans side. What about the boys? I can only think that SM is the ugliest BASTARD this Earth has ever had to endure. Seriously, they sold the tickets BEFORE the Chinese government released the permit? And they signed the contract when the lawsuit already began! And not even with the member's signatures! Well.. yeah.. it was mentioned that artists can do stuff like signing for other people since the artists themselves might be busy and all that (I don't even know if that's true!).. But still, they didn't inform TVXQ about the contract, let alone its details! And the details were all they were asking for before they will agree on going to Shenzhen for the concert. Just give them the DAMN details! What's so difficult about that? Unless SM is really hiding something, like the allocation of profits of stuff, who gets the credits of what and etc.. This really shows that SM is not an honest agency. Seriously, I envy JYP artists (sorry for comparing). JYP is a really nice agency (according to myself). Eventhough their place is a bit small (the practice room I saw when I was watching 2PM's rehearsals) compared to SM's, I just think that Park JinYoung is a really nice person. And he steps out to the crowd HIMSELF to announce important things to the fans. That is more respectable and very adorable.. If only SM is as honest and as hardworking as our beloved TVXQ boys.. How come they can forge such a tremendous group, when they themselves is being such an *sshole? =.=

5. HoMin issue?
Seriously, I don't even want to talk about this. But this one person has suddenly stirred the soompi thread with a hurtful comment, I think I should let you know my thought as well. Everyone knows I'm a HUGE Changmin fan right. I was glad that Changmin is still doing his activities. And was saved from all the lawsuit troubles. But that was only the minor part of it. Can you imagine what he's thinking right this second? When JaeChunSu appeared on stage to take the award? Yunho too.. We always ask, why didn't they go on the lawsuit together? I have a few answers to that. At first I thought that they wanted to keep a neutral bond once they are back with SM after the lawsuit is settled. I mean, they must've discussed this thing with all the members and their decision is always for the best of their fans, Cassiopeia, right? That's the only thing they care most in their career as singers! So there should never be a question of selfish around HoMin. If you do have this question, that means you're not a good enough fan of TVXQ. You do not know them well to understand them. You were too engulfed with teir good looks and great music, but you never knew them as persons. Which is such a great loss for you.
And now that I think about it again, I think the purpose of HoMin staying with SM is perhaps to show the fans that TVXQ is not floating around the air and going to disperse anytime. Just imagine, we are very scared at the thought of them disbanding. Just imagine if all of them are in the lawsuit, and we can see the ties between them and SM is totally gone, like they will have nowhere else to go, how would we feel? Yeah they can switch to other agencies or start their own company, but guys, that's a whole lot of trouble and might cause the fans a few more years to see them active again.. As what Andy of Shinhwa said, it's going to be a LOT difficult to debut from another company. I don't actually know if that's true, but it's highly possible.
But in the end, whatever the reasons HoMin is holding on to, it is always for the best of us fans. That is all that we need to know, and we should always keep the faith in them. We should respect their decisions too and just wait when they are ready to explain everything. After all, we are international fans. What do we know about Korean Entertainment industry? Korean culture? Korean Economy? Our knowledge about these are very limited. So even if we know most things about HoMin, we are still limited to what they want to let us know.. And that is everything except their private lives. And we should respect that, as another human being~

"Even if 1 year passes by or 10 years pass by, we will not break up. If that does happen, kill us by throwing rocks at us."
U-Know Yunho.

6. MAMA
Why the hell does SM band this awards ceremony for? Yeah one may say that MAMA's awards are unreliable, coz mostly they are on album sales whatsoever, but that's not a good enough reason to boycott MAMA all-together! They can still attend and just be happy on the awards. So what? And when they are boycotting MAMA, why are they bringing such a huge fuss over the awards the boys took? Instead of stating that the award was invalid (or just saying that the award does not mean anything significant to them), they accused that JaeChunSu did not deserve to go on stage to take the award (and MAMA should've contacted SM to provide a representative). Duhh, you don't approve of their awards but you declared such nonsense statement. So you want to say that the award are worth receiving then? So you're not boycotting anymore?

7. Will we ever see them as 5 again?
OH HELL YES!! Don't you ever ask that question again. The only thing that matters now is time. If SM did not create so much drama over the lawsuit right now, I think the lawsuit might be over much more quickly and peacefully, and we will see them as 5 again in no time! That is why all of us think SM is such an assh*le. If you have a reason for it, just state it out loud already! Why are you being such a coward and manipulate situations instead? Wasting time and money, and you'll be the one asking for compensation later. Are they trying to get more compensation by lengthening the lawsuit? Garghhhh! Okay, I'm not a lawyer so I don't exactly know how lawsuits work. What I know is that people might use this oportunity to get more pays (the lawyers), and nothing else (that I can think of right now)..


That's it. I'm gonna stop right there for now. I have so much more to say but those things just won't come out. If I force them, I might only be talking in circles. So, please always keep the faith. Stay with the boys because that is what they need right now. Upon SM's doings, some of the new fans already gave up, and that's a heart-breaking scene for me. If only they knew the boys better... Some regretted entering this fandom. I know it's their choice, but if they've given up upon their own will, that's fine by me, but when it's because of SM's stupid butt-ugly rumours, I just want to kill those people involved. >.< I just hope that the rest of us keep on supporting the boys along with the Korean Cassies, because we don't want them to disappear from the Asian market right? We still want them to soar to Europe and perhaps even America! =) So it is up to us, the international fans now, to always keep the faith, as much as what the Korean Cassies are doing now. ^^

Thank you for reading my ridiculous rambling. I just had things to say even when some of you are already bored of reading the details of this lawsuit, and also sorry for the cursing words. hahaa~ Miahne and Kamsahamnida~ =D

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God.. Why have I just known that this sort of version exists.. =.= Anyone can tell me when is this sang? What performance????? Btw, this version ROCKS!!!




Owh Okie, it's from the recent Miroticon. NO WONDER! Fuhhh~ heheee. If u'd like to download, open that youtube page! u'll b redirected to the uploader's blog~ ^^

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Yes, I made this video myself~ In conjunction with DTL's TVXQ's 6th Anniversary Celebration Video Project (gosh, what a long name..), I decided to submit my own video to be spread all over video sites on the internet! hehee have a look out for it. ^^

It took me about 8 hours to come up with this video (excluding sleeping and eating and visits to the restroom~ XD). I had to dig into my dusty collections inside my laptop for decent videos to crop, videos with scenes as said in the theme: TVXQ showing LOVE to each other (since TVXQ has shown love to fans a lot and we tend to miss this very fact somehow). So some of the videos I chose are A LOT of Bonjour Paris (thanks to I-forgot-who on youtube which I dloaded all parts from her channel), some Prince in Prague (a friend gave me a copy when I was still in college), 'O' Making Film (thanks to GO;ESS), COLORS~ Melody and Harmony Making Film (thanks to GO;ESS), Channel A Broadcast on TVXQ (thanks again to GO;ESS), Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou Making Film (already saved in my laptop, I forgot where it came from), Kiss The Baby Sky PV (I downloaded from DHMS forum), Introducing Single CUTS - JaeMin@YooSu (I got this from a friend) and PICTURES CONTRIBUTED BY FELLOW DTLians!! ^^

So that's about it, enjoy the video! =) If you'd like, please spread this video to other places.. I mean you MUST share this with everyone!! XD also along with the other vids DTL is releasing, Thank You!




Credits: nukimiaka@YT (that's me!) and as mentioned above. XD

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 was daydreaming and I suddenly thought about listing all my favourite things in this world! haha~ It's some sort of a personal collection in record. ^^
Category: Idol Group
Gosh, am I being too obvious? XD Well, since they are my daily drug dose, I just had to put them first on my list of favourites! Who else would there be if it's none other than my darlings TVXQ! 

As I was writing all the way down, I've completely forgotten the real purpose of this post. I just had to scratch everything and postpone it to some other time. haha! So here is my 'Journey With TVXQ instead~


I first became a Cassie during their purple line days. I've heard about them once before, many years ago, and I think the song was 'Last Angel' featuring Koda Kumi. Just imagine how long after before I really accept them into my fandom world. Well, they're the one who created my fandom world anyway. They are the first and might be the only one I'll ever cherish until another group much better than TVXQ in my eyes shows up. I have to say I'm attracted to some other groups such as 2PM (for their BB talents and attractive/childish big boy personality) and SS501 (for major hotness of the members!) but nothing beats the wonders of TVXQ.

Why are they in my Idol Group favourite? (I have to say they even beated Linkin Park and Backstreet Boys in my list of favourite artist/group). Eventhough they are Korean and my family always says Korean people don't possess an attractive face (samurai eyes, flat nose etc), all of the dongbang boys just have this inner attraction about their appearance. I have to be honest that the first time I learned about them, I find Junsu as the most unhandsome of all and it was a bit weird on how did he got into TVXQ (because my friend who worked hard to drag me into TVXQ's world told me that SM intended for the best looking male to be in the group). But that was more than a year ago, before I was deeply attracted to his unique dolphin voice. And I was immediately attracted to Shim Changmin because I think he possess the least amount of Korean-ness in his face. He's simply my sweetheart =) And one more thing, I shouldn't say this out loud but during those days I started knowing them, I didn't think that Jaejoong was the most beautiful male creature on the planet. I even thought those people who voted him as the most beautiful Asian artist was crazy. But not anymore. Haha!! *Please don't kill me*

After being dragged by their beautiful faces, I listened to their songs. FYI, this was the first time I let myself listen to Kpop songs. That friend of mine pointed out TVXQ songs like Balloons, O Jung Ban Hab and Hug and some other I cant remember. At first, I thought that Kpop was very noisy in a busy sort of way. There're just too much overlapping of musical instruments even on the slow songs and I didn't favour it at first. But I have to admit that they are very catchy and beaty that I can't stop myself from tapping my fingers or nodding my head. And they sing very carefully to the beat. It kind of amused me.

The most important point that glued me to TVXQ is the moment I watched them dance to their own music. Kya!! I was ABSOLUTELY amazed at how they can move perfectly synchronised to the beat of the songs. I watched Rising Sun first and I was immediately amused during the beginning where they spread their arms to the sides and bumped their chests forward to the drum beat. Wah, I could even feel my heart popped out of the rib-cage for a moment then. Lol~ Right after that, I demanded for more dancing videos from that friend! Almost immediately, my hard-disk was full of their videos. At first it was only music videos, the ones with them dancing. Later on, she wanted me to watch other sorts of videos like Happy Together, EHBs, cuts from other videos with TVXQ members in it, and I instantly became a HUGE fan of TVXQ. I mean, I just can't resist their fun personalities! The way they make people laugh, the way they laughed, the way they teased, the way they presented themselves... I just can't get enough of them! ^^


Right then, I thought I was moving too fast into this fandom and fast things means trouble. But I only realised now that it wasn't fast because of me, but the Cassiopeia current is simply that way! The wave is simply enormous that it's difficult not to drown in it or suffocate. Even like this, I never regretted entering this fandom. I even resort that this fandom is life-changing. =)

I'd like to conclude my personal favourites relating to TVXQ as of now:
1. Dance : Purple Line
2. Dance song : Rising Sun
3. Vocal Variety and Unique Arrangement : BOLERO
4. Ballad Song : Love in The Ice
5. R&B (?) Song : Stand By U
6. Lyrics : DKWSNSD

I love many others too but these few manage to leave beautiful scars at the bottom of my heart. =)

After more than a year later, after wishing countless times that I can one day go to their concert before they stop having concerts for good, things started to change for TVXQ. In both good and bad ways. But this is what I love about TVXQ, they are ALIVE if you know what I mean. They don't just sits and noddingly accepts what people gives or ask them to do. When they are rewarded, they find it as a sign to work much harder to repay such good intentions. They expanded their talents and abilities to lengths unimaginable. (Watch their latest Concert DVD and compare it to the one which was on the previous year. Their physical and vocal abilities have increased rapidly over less than a year!) They can even make their own music and have the most influensive fanbase. I don't mean to disregard any parties but I have to say that I haven't meet such group of people with great respect and support towards the artist. The fans, which TVXQ unintendedly created, is remarkable. That is why I feel proud being a part of it. =) And no one can say anything about it.

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