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minukkie  To navigate, please hover over the image. Thank you. :) Lovenotes Reading List by schreient_0 | Expectations | by aquariuslover | A Learning Process | by little_passions | Play The Keys to My Heart | by sweetsweets | I'm Yours, You're Mine | by jaejoongah | 1095 Days Later | by meheartyunho | Gravity | by memoryRy | Immortal Desires | by walin | The Agreement | by SuperBlue | Nanny 911 | by Kairi_Ichigo | Entrapped Into Love | by OnyxAriezz | Without A Trace | by Ginseng  Credits
| ♥ T^T I'm warning you. I'm a bit emotional at the moment. No, I haven't been listening to 'With All My Heart', but I just re-watched MAMA on 8TV, went to soompi's DBSK thread and listened to TOKI WO TOMETE! don't cry DON'T CRY! First of all, watching MAMA on Malaysian television does made me feel different. I thought it won't affect me, seeing them on TV. Because it's definitely not the first time I watched the scene of JaeChunSu on stage receiving the Best Asia Star Award. Hell, I replayed it a thousand times on youtube during 2009! I do feel touched, but no tears fell back then. Well, maybe I'm a bit of an ignorant person. But now, gosh... Seeing the show right from 2NE1's performance, their award introduction by 2NE1 and who-the-hell-was-the-guys, and watching the short video of all other popular Korean stars like Rain, BaeYongJun, ParkTaeHwan etc... The award is TOTALLY unexpected! And of course, the feelings of depression due to the lawsuit came back all in one go. It has been a few months since the court released the first half of the court's diction, and things are starting to get quiet. Furthermore, with Break Out single topping charts again, and the Best Album's release is tomorrow, TVXQ has managed to soothe our hearts. Because all these meant that they're still alive and waiting, just like us! With all these overwhelming feelings of happiness and excitement, once the lawsuit came into mind again, and the scene of Jae breaking down on stage, I just can't explain the feeling. Everything is... melancholy... Keeping that feeling stored in my mind for quite a while, I went on Soompi, suddenly being curious of what those kids were up to this time of day. And darn! Why do I always came in at all the wrong timings! Shit shit shit! They were REMINISCING the times of their fandom. They were sharing their bittersweet memories from the beginning until now. From the moment they learned about TVXQ, no matter how long/short it was, up until this day where TVXQ's Best Album is already on sale all over Japan! Trust me, you wouldn't want to read them all. All that was playing inside my head was Me too! I felt that! Same here! and many others as I went on reading one of the longest essay a soompi member wrote. And the feeling I had inside my chest worsen. They managed to emphasize how great TVXQ is in their hearts. No matter how good the other Korean Idol Groups are, TVXQ is at a completely different level that can't be reached by others. They're simply THE ONE AND ONLY. And I just had to agree. OH GOD HOW I MISS THOSE GOOD TIMES... Then, someone extended the link to THIS: Credits: as tagged@YT It just fits everything completely, making today look like a perfect movie of my journey with TVXQ. With Toki Wo Tomete being the end credits theme song. PLEASE STOP THE TIME! And I'm definitely not crying...  |
