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| ♥ It will never stop I know that most new undergraduates will be forced to go through a phase of doubt, where they will wonder almost every day and every night of their first few weeks: IS THIS WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE? If you were to ask for my advice, I would say: Stop. Because no matter what phase in life you are in, that is considered as a common question. Is this really what I want to eat today? Is here where I really want to be? Is he/she the person I've been looking for? So stop pondering over it and just do something to get use to it! The uncertainty will always haunt you no matter where you are. It's part of the rules of being a human. What you don't know is what will excite you, make you curious and able to strive for the best. Don't you agree? Personally, I thought I was so sure that I wanted to do what I wanted to do. I know that I sound very convincing to people around me, and I seemed so sure and determined when I was asked. Poker faced. I was only trying to console myself. And it's been three years since I made that decision, which is to study this field. Though, it figures... I think I'm still unsatisfied. Hell... I'm not sure. It always made me look back to the days where I was cornered with that question, even though it's been three years. Is this really what I want to do? Don't get me wrong. I LOVE studying this field. It amuses me, really. Very much... But I hate it when I started to think what might have happened if I had taken the other options. And I hate to admit that I could have done better in courses relating to writing, for example. Because I think I love them more than this. But what can I do. Circumstances aren't always on our side. I had to make that choice and I did, so I just have to stay strong and push myself forward. Nothing can be achieved with just the snap of the fingers. We have to strive. So these questions don't really matter. It's great if you can strive for your passion. But it's also great if you can make the best out of your opportunities. Don't worry too much if you feel like you've made the wrong choices, okay. Just do what you have to do and never fall back. Everything shall be alright. God's willing... |
