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I'm feeling a bit weird now. It's cold and I can't really feel my nose. When the wind blew, goosebumps starts to appear all over my skin. It's a clear and sunny day. But inside me, I'm feeling a whole lot gloomy....

My stupid laptop suddenly decided to follow the ritual of all the other laptops in the world, when it suddenly acted unfavorably. This has been going on for a few days already, but only recently that it got more serious. I swear, if I don't settle this now, I might loose this laptop for good, which I don't want to happen because I love this laptop very much! And this has already been my second laptop, I'm not eyeing for another one. At least not until after a few more years when my hardisk and RAM capacity are outdated and obsolete in the market. For now, I plan on keeping what I have, no matter if it's a bit wobbly at times, and no matter how more advanced other people's laptops are...

I've wasted all my day yesterday to transfer all the data inside my internal hardisk to my external hardisk (luckily I have one, or else I'll only waste my AUD on blank DVDs). I've everything planned out for my finals but this event really is a test for me, my whole plan is disrupted. I would like it if I have the option of leaving the laptop and its problems first, but I really need to get in touch with the blackboard (where all my virtual notes are posted) for updates and also I still have to settle a few more online quizzes, which is not very convenient to be done in university computers (at least for me). So until I reset the laptop's factory setting, I won't be able to do anything else... And it's not only because I don't have the platform to study, but also because that my head kept on thinking about this problem all day and all night, so I really can't study! >.< I know, I'm totally wasting my time... but what can I do...? I just feel so.... miserable. *sigh*

Everytime I restarted my computer, a new problem will appear. From just experiencing longer loading time, then it goes on with files getting corrupted, then my laptop can't find any wireless devices at all, and then I start having problems installing new stuff (which I have not done in a LONG time and only wanted to try this time and found out about this), then just now, the BLUE SCREEN appeared... I've been trying to contact my brother for help in guiding me through the process and all, in case I'll make things worse, but d*** why isn't he replying to my messages! >.< I have to go out this evening, and I was planning on being able to start studying again by the time I get back (a.k.a getting everything fixed or I'll just continue to feel MORE miserable), but where the h*** is he? >.< OMG... I'm starting to feel more restless... Cause my time is TICKING!

Yes, I feel like crying again now. I don't know why... I cried yesterday when I found out that the problems are getting worse. I felt a little better when I've successfully transferred all my files to my external. But now... Seriously, I need to get this done ASAP. I'm really scared not having enough time to study in a COMFORTABLE ATMOSPHERE. Even if I try to revise now, I don't I'll get anything inside my head... God, this is truly a test for me... Money is running out, finals are coming up... I'm not sure what I should think now.

Please let me go through this month smoothly. Last week was bad enough for me. And this week seemed to be WORSE. Please just let it stop there.

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okay, so my brother called right after I posted this update~ Wahahaha!! You have no idea how relieved I was... Even though things aren't fully settled, but at least I know things are progressing bit by bit. I am sooooo going to leave this laptop on when I'm gone, because who knows if it won't start up AT ALL when I start it again...

And guess what, I got FULL MARKS for my online test today! C= please please let this week and the weeks after go on better than the previous ones... At least just slightly... :)

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