I'm finally back!!
Well, I've safely sent my sister off to Russia and she's already arrived and already did some shopping with her seniors over there, lol! So yeah, when I was in the car after sending my sister at KLIA, I've thought about a LOT of things. I know this has happened days before but I can still remember certain words that I would want to emphasize on the next person who asked me why I didn't go to the UK.

Well, you wanna know why? Because it is my choice! No matter what other people say ('she's not bright after all' or 'maybe she's been bluffing all these while' or 'She? To UK? pfff!!'), I don't care. Say whatever you want because I'm very proud of my decisions. I do admit that I was sad as I got my A-level results and I knew that was the end of my hopes for the UK. I was sad for my results, NOT because I can't make it to the UK. It may be the lifetime dream of certain people to study Medicine in Ireland, to study Law in Harvard or to study Economics in LSE, but I am not some typical student who plans things perfectly with hopes of achieveng those stereotype fantasy. I must tell you that I can force my way into Warwick (since LSE is too much for my league and only these two unis are allowed by my sponsor) but that will mean I'll have to forgo my lifetime passion which is to study what I love most : Accounting and Finance. I might have to settle with Computing and Business Studies or some other Engineering courses like my other fellow scholars. I don't want to be holding that kind of degree 20 years later. Of course they will say that we are bonded to PNB and no matter what we study, PNB will determine our job post in the future. But think again, the bond lasts only for 8 years. What are we going to do after that? Stay with PNB? Or find someplace better to work in with that Computing and Business Studies degree roll? I'm gonna pass on that. I'd rather strive for that degree and climb the career stairs as what I've been dreaming to do. No matter where I do it, what I learn is the most important thing. Besides, I can skip quite a lot of papers during professional course with this degree. It's gonna save a lot of time compared to if you're proceeding through Computing and Business Studies degree.

But what can I say. This is my way of thinking and I couldn't say that my fellow scholars has made the wrong decision. What they choose is what they believe. I still respect them and what they will become. Just that I'm a bit annoyed to see how they are too engulfed with the fact that the UK is the best of the best place to be in, how they are willing to sacrifice anything just for the sake of standing on the soil of United Kingdom.

Well, enough of saying bad things about other people (sorry if I was talking about you) but studying Accounting and Finance is all that I've hoped for and the only place left I can do that is in Australia. Even if I'd be the sole scholar to study over there this time, it doesn't matter. As long as I'll be satisfied, it's already enough. So everyone, please pray for me! (pray for my acceptence to Uni of Melbourne as well since they havent replied to my application and it has been weeks and weeks) and wish me LUCK! ^^