In the end I still can't update this blog regularly. I have no idea what's wrong with me -_-
Well, for the sake of writing an entry, I'll write something about what's going on in my life right now.

• My final exam papers will be between 9/6 and 21/6 with having two of the papers scheduled side-by-side ('Corporations Law' and 'Investments & Portfolio Management' =_=)
• I've received an invitation from Business School to do a rare course (a Business Industry Placement course which only have 30 spots per semester) but I can't make up my mind if I should pursue it or not. It is only offered to the highest performing students of the Business School but it also means that I will have to forgo one of my major subjects in order to squeeze this in. And based on what the officer told me, I should complete all subjects from my accounting major and replace one of my Finance major subjects with it. At the moment I have only one Finance major subject left to do and it's rumoured to be the most difficult of all the Finance major subjects. Anyways, it'd sound pretty good to be able to ditch this subject and still get a full credit double major accreditation. However, this Placement course mostly revolves around the discipline of management. Based on experience, I can get easily pissed off with management subjects for some reason. Anyways, I did ask some of my friends if they've ever known anyone doing this Placement course, and none of them does :( At first I was resolute on just ignoring the invitation, but then a close friend of mine said that she'd absolutely do the course if she's given the chance (she's in her 2nd year and this course is only available for final year students). That's easy for her to say because she's not taking up double major -_- And now I have no idea what to do, it's making me crazy! What's drawn me into this Placement course is that I'd be able to do something close to internship in an aussie firm (mostly they'd require a PR before a student can apply for an internship with them so I'd be able to get in with this excuse! haha). Beside, this Placement course doesn't have final exams but there'll be lots and LOTS of presentations and paperworks need to be done.. I can't make a decision :S help?
• I had one more important thing going on here but I forgot about it as I was ranting on point No.2 -_- sorry.

Anyways, that's about it.

Oh, btw I've decided to put my twitter account on private for a while. Something suddenly came up and opened my eyes. I'm still trying to come to terms with the awful confusing feelings it brought. You can say that I'm kind of depressed and a little disappointed. I have been respecting them for years, looking up to them and everything. But if it's true that they are in love with each other, then that's the end of it. I really really can't accept romantic relationships of the same gender. And having people saying that 'they're destined to be together, it's just a matter of time before they'll reunite' is just bull. We know that the Holy Quran holds the evidence that each man is created for a woman and each woman for a man, never a man for a man or a woman for a woman. They shouldn't have dared talking about destinies between two guys loving each other! Their destinies were to fall prey to the lies of the world, not to end up being together. The story of the people of Prophet Lut shows the clear consequences of such immorality, Nauzubillah. I know they aren't Muslims to begin with, they might not be Christians even. But I've seen them as good persons with a noble heart and I've always hoped that God would grant my wish and guide them to a better path, a path closer towards the truth. Because I truly believe that they deserve so much more. I don't know...it's just complicated. Maybe I'm thinking too much, hoping too mcuh. Or maybe it's because I care for him more than I should. sigh... I sincerely wish for a better life for him, a true and happy life... simply that. It hurts me to see him so confused with his own feelings that the Holy Quran has already provided the solution with. If only I can help him settle his troubled heart and mind this way and have him understand.. I know I'm being extremely wishful. But I just can't stop, which makes this situation even weirder.

What I need the most now is confirmation. If it's true and they have no intention of repenting, then I'm more than ready to leave things behind, and let God decide the rest. Stop beating around the bush please, it's getting annoying.

p/s: I can't read any yunjae fics right now. Whenever a romantic scene comes up, I just want to barf. It's such a waste really since yunjae fic writers are sooo good at writing love stories. And I'm not bashing or turning into an anti or anything (though now I know why I had been wholeheartedly avoiding non-AU fics). At some point I regretted prying into the matter so much, but at the same time, I'm glad I did. I'm being guided towards the truth, and that is a good thing. A really really good thing. ^_^

...WOW, what and update!! xD

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