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| Love Drunk |
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| Expectations |
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| A Learning Process |
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| Play The Keys to My Heart |
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| I'm Yours, You're Mine |
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| 1095 Days Later |
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| Gravity |
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| Immortal Desires |
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| The Agreement |
by SuperBlue
| Nanny 911 |
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| Entrapped Into Love |
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| Without A Trace |
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♥ Emotional Stress

My mental stress is recovering since midsems ended a few days ago. I'm still a bit anxious though for the results. I've received one, but am still waiting for the other two. The one that I've already received was for the subject that I was most confident with, and the outcome wasn't very flashy~ -_- So it's making me even more worried for my other two papers, 3104 which had been extremely challenging and 2200 which had been fairly easy but I was already overflowing with too much input that my systems kind of shutdown in the exam hall. sighs. I really hope that I didn't screw up too bad. :(

I'm having peer issues as well at the moment. Well, I tried to help her.. But when a person is stubborn, she'll always be stubborn until reality decides to hit her right in the face. When she only knows how to be self-centered, she can't possibly realise that there's a wonderful emotion called empathy. I've ran out of ideas on how to bring her back to the right track, to someplace that won't attract other people's annoyance and hatred towards her (she's practically asking for it!). Well, it's not only me who has issues with her. Almost all of the student body wishes that she was never around in the first place. Different groups of people agreed that she's such an eyesore, desperate for other people's attention that she didn't approach people the right way, she picks up friends from wherever her hands could grab and dumps them when she found someone else. And when the discarded person decides to ditch her openly, she blames the person as someone who doesn't know how to appreciate a friend (like her. BLOODY BLAH). Come on woman. Do you expect a single blind date would make someone fall in love immediately? It doesn't happen in this side of the world, and certainly it's not going to happen within single gender relationships. -_- Friendship is all about trust, love&care, give&take, sacrifices, understanding&empathy... WTF do you expect when all you do is contact us out of the blue just so you won't have to go to a function appearing all alone. WTF do you expect when you gave a person something out of your fridge which had been there for weeks and almost turn bad, or when you cook and serve something from an effort half-done? It f*cking gives us the impression that you're not f*cking sincere! You come to us in the time of need, and not AT ALL in the time of deed! WTF WTF WTF!!!!

I've tried communicating with her, tried to speak in her language and make her understand. But I guess her head is just too thick now that whatever I throw towards her would bounce right back. -_-

Aside from that, I'm extremely annoyed with this certain person who doesn't seem to know what's good for her, and won't listen to other people's advice. Well, she does listen to most of our advices when it's not concerning THAT. But can't you see? An advice is an advice. Everything should be taken into account, thought over and evaluated. But no, she straight out said NO, I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING! Arghhh woman nowadays!!!

And to top to all that, I'm depressed after watching JJ's latest kissing scene with WJH :S demmit I was completely fine with CM's, YC's, JS's and absolutely YH's kiss scenes, no matter how intimate they appeared. I was completely indifferent regarding his kiss scene back in H.Postman. But nope, not anymore. JJ dem you! You stole CM away from me and now you dare make me feel like this!?? I.am.definitely.gonna.kill.you! >[


p/s: I may be hormonal or even delusional at the moment, but I really can't bring myself to listen to jj's songs right now -_-